ahhh!!! mood took a drastic turn when i opened my email n saw tt e grade for my 1st quiz for mas 111 is up.. it's over 30... contribute 10percent.. it was our first quiz.. super easy.. shld get full marks de.. but i didnt!!!! ahhhhhh!!!! i gt 29/30.. ahhh!!! ppl who dunno will think tt i m mad.. i shld b satisfied w it.. but no... cos it's a super easy qn.. meaning tt MOST ppl will get 30/30.. so getting 29, means i lagging behind le.. ah.. where did my 1 mark gone? hai.. srsly, last tym, 1 mark no big deal.. but now.. ah.. converted to my overall percentage is 0.333333... hai.. tis may seems trival.. but is e only quiz tt i m confident of doing well leh.. so if i cant get full marks, wasted leh.. ah....

on my way back from tuition, i was thinking.. cos my tutee's mum wan me to cont teaching his son next yr.. ask me wan e.maths, a.maths or both.. but i dunno whether i can cope nt.. i already dun wan anymore tuition le.. but.. hai. i oso dunno y wan me.. it's like i m nt v gd lah.. so far, he oso nt really performing up to standard.. n i dun think i teach v well.. perhaps cos ren shi de bah.. hai.. but.. do i hv e tym? at least 2 hrs a week.. i dunno.. next yr if i take student, at most 1 only.. n if i take him, i may hv to see him thru sec 4 too.. hai.. how.. aiya.. c my grades for sem 1 first den decide.. ah.. i dunno.. n i nt v confident of taking sec 3 & 4.. it may help in me teaching in future.. cos i stay inline w e syallbus.. but now most impt is still to do well for my 4 yrs.. tt one.. 5th yr den think oso can. ah... i dunno......

hai............................................ my 1 mark............. aiyo............. i think i m getting super influenced by e uni systems.. so affected by marks.. chasing after grades... ah..... tis is bad........ ok.. cnt like tis.. hmm.. i shld b thankful tt it's jus one mark gone.. haha.. nt 2 or 3..