hai.. after my 3 mid-term tests, i hv 3 lect n 3 tut to catch up. ought to finish 2 of each by today.. n e other one by tml... but i aint doing much.. spent my afternoon slping n go out buy guitar.. yes.. i bought my guitar.. wasnt feeling v well today.. actually since fri.. cos of all e late nights... so on fri, eyes were dry, den like gng to hv fever.. well.. today.. hmm.. dunno.. jus feel like hving fever.. but dun hv.. n feel occasional headaches.. i think 2 instance where i suddenly feel giddy.. it happened ytd too.. den feel like vomitting.. hai.. srsly, no mood to study now. how i wish i can jus slp slp slp..

can say i m disappointed w myself.. angry w myself too.. y is it so hard to perform during exams? i m nt talking but A.. but jus a B so tt i can meet my gpa target.. i m really VERY worried tt i cnt meet it.. hai.. most of my mod.. i roughly noe le.. unless i perform v well for my final exams, i m dead.. cos most of e mid-terms took up a substantiable amt of percentage.. hai..

came back hostel later today. cos i hope tt i can dun clash w those ppl booking in.. so tt i can hv a seat.. n oso cos i nt feeling v well.. but i didnt tell my dad.. so i was jus quite quiet today.. mum was nt at home.. she went genting.. last night.. i couldnt make it back in time to c her.. cos i hv tuition.. n yes, tt signifies e end of my 3 tuitions..... she will b back on tue.. tt means i can only c her on fri.. since i dun intend to go back home on other weekdays..

i need to study hard.. harder.. do more practise.. but i m oso tired from it.. n discouraged.. hai..

karen... cnt emo le!!! sad over it for long enough le.. work hard!!! but nt feeling well is making e feeling worse.

hai.. i hv gained weight... i shld cut down on ice cream, snacking on junk food.. n fast food.. i shall lose weight.. but i m eating again.. y i keep feeling hungry? ah...

hai.. i feel tt there r nt many public places to study.. lib closes early.. nt open during public hol.. cnt eat, cnt talk.. mac.. will get chased away.. -.- so where??