hai.. it's raining again tis morning.. hai.. lots of clothes at hostel nt dry.. headache ar.. n my bag is wet.. my jeans is wet... ahhh.. nt a nice way to start e day.. dun like it to rain when i m carrying a bulky bag n my laptop on hand.. walking slowly, cnt slip n fall.. haha.. was nt really paying attention during psycho lect.. haha.. too wordy.. too many Xs and Ys... haha.. on regression n correlation.. need go back n revise my jc lect notes le.. haha..

hmm.. nanny lee was v nice.. haha.. took out e umbrella to shelter us as we go for our 110 lect. haha.. i lazy to take out umbrella.. oso cos i holding laptop on hand..

i was asking him a strange phenomenon tt i observed on my way back ytd.. at e bus stop, there were 2 couples.. when e bus came, e ppl who board e bus r e guys.. den e gals walk back after tt.. n i jus find it 'amusing' n funny loh.. wat has e world come to? is there a gender role switch? hmm.. though i believe tt gals shld b independent.. n to a certain extent, there shld b gender equality, but... it's nearing 11pm.. e road there is dark.. n s'pore ain't VERY safe.. so.. shldnt e guy disallow/dissuade e gal from sending him to e bus-stop? i still believe tt in a boy-gal relationship, e guy shld still b e guy n e gal e gal.. in many cases nowadays, e gal become more 'manly'.. e guy more 'girly', unable to make their own decisions, etc.. i dunno.. my view as an outsider..

i 'argued' w nanny tt s'pore is not THAT safe.. by giving counter egs.. real-life egs.. tt shocked him.. haha..

hmm.. gng home today.. found out tt grandpa is staying at my home currently.. hmm.. dun really look forward to going home w him around.. reason being there's serious AIR POLLUTION.. his cigarette r those indonesia brand.. tt has a super strong smell.. n last very long.. even my dad, who is a smoker, cnt stand his cigarette smell.. wat bout me??? n i cant siam.. cos nt v nice to keep gng into e rm.. though i really cnt stand it.. ah... even my dad, i'll make him go elsewhere or isolate himself n smoke.. cos i detest 2nd hand smoke.. n i dun like ppl to smoke infront of me.. ah.. n my nose is nt in e best of condition.. hai.. n i go back, slping place for my dad will b a prob lo.. hai. i'll b back in hostel on mon.. mayb morning.. since mon night gt ministerial forum.. realised tt i hv quite a few things these few nights.. haha.. today gng out w friend to buy stuff.. tml evening jamming. i haven practise e songs or found e chords yet.. hmm.. sun night meeting jtc friends for dinner.. mon night ministerial forum.. ah.. n i realised tt i didnt study ALOT. hai..

hmm.. on my way for badminton ytd, i saw tis sbs bus.. moe advertisement oso.. 2 kids.. 1 gal raising her hand eagerly, e other boy hv a sian sian look.. n e caption was 'who will u choose to ask'... n i begin to ponder.. who will i ask if i m e teacher? hmm.. i'll choose e gal first n then e boy.. choose e boy either for e same qn or for a different one.. cos i think if i dun choose e gal, she will get demoralised n may nt wan to ans qns in future.. haha.. i heard there is another advertisement oso.. bout 2 children running.. one running in front, one lagging behind.. caption was ' who will u choose to support'.. e other one tt i mentioned earlier on was a play.. a boy was a tree, e gal is a main lead.. smth like tt.. n e caption was 'who will u choose to teach'... nice n interesting.. gd for pondering n reflection..

hmm.. i wan to slp......

hai.. here i m editing tis post e 3rd tym.. cos e programming prof really wat loh.. e 1st assignment is so difficult.. things we didnt learn b4.. tis is INTRO.. nt ADVANCED!!! my friend asked his computer engineering friend n he say e qn is hard loh.. for us.. n we hv NO COMPUTING BACKGROUND AT ALL.. urgh!!! purposely to kill us de.. give him back e few percentage lah! urgh! if really noe how to do, is either learn b4 or genius.. ahh.. den might as well str away deduct e few percentage.. n there's another assignment coming up.. all assignments total 15%.. pls lah.. e solution is complicated.. n deal w things we dun learn.. like binary no.. thoery already dunno much le.. still hv to write a program for it.. ah.. i wan to say a phrase.. but v bad.. haha.. 'eat shit'.. haha.. pissed. haha.