Tuesday, November 24, 2009
God is great! haha.. hmm.. cos He places wonderful people by my side.. jus when e goings get a bit tough.. hmm.. can say i gt kind of stressed up looking at pyp for calculus.. it's by RIGHT, e most understandable n manageable mod of all my core.. but it has gone by LEFT.. hai.. so i was in my rm.. stressing out.. fears n anxieties.. at a loss.. gng nuts le.. esp being in my rm for long. it becomes oppressing somehow.. jus when i m v stressed up, i received an sms from my nv er.. haha.. saying tt long tym didnt keep in touch w me le.. n say she misses me.. haha.. hmm.. i miss her too.. shall meet up w her after my exams.. haha.. den oso hv jy n zy(boi) helping me w some qns online.. den after tt went to meet zys for dinner.. relaxed a little during dinner.. den study w them a while.. though i can hv sudden stress attacks.. but prayers shall b e weapons against them! haha.. nope.. no breaking down now.. nt e tym to.. haha.. n was oso encouraged when lyn sms me.. it's really nice of her to offer her help n indeed, she's a great help in many areas.. haha.. when e gng gets tough, God sent ppl to me.. to help me.. n get me thru.. even if it's jus a few mins or 2 hrs.. though i m back in my rm now.. alone.. w 2 more papers to look thru n memorising to do.. n stress attacks anytime... srsly.. ANYTIME.. n slightly on e verge of tears.. but i'll survive tis night.. n tml.. n e days to come till next tue night.. i m pulling stunts like my roomie.. cos like her, i hv lects tt i NEVER c b4.. haha.. my psycho.. which i'll chiong after tml's paper.. i m freaking out.. but like i said, my weapon will b prayers.. yea.. God is wonderful n great.. thanks for all those tt God has placed in my life.. n thanks for e ppl who helped me today.. though u guys may nt noe it.. haha.. it can jus b a simple sms.. or e very presence of u by my side.. haha.. though i hope u guys did nt end up being stressed by me.. haha.. k.. i shall get back to pyp..