hmm.. tis is bad. gng into e exams hall.. staring at e qns.. more than half dunno how to do.. really scary.. n programming.. cant crap much.. so i try to whack as much as i can. haha..

hmm.. jus hope to b able to shift w e crowd. haha.. b where most ppl r.. den i'll b some sort safe.. so when coming out of e exams hall n hearing tt most ppl cnt do q4, i feel somewat more 'safe'.. haha.. but tis is provided my other qns r w e crowd too. haha.. anw, it's over.. dun think lo.. more to come.. hope e same scenrio wun happen again.. it's really scary to go into exams hall nt noeing how to do alot of qns.. hai..

u noe.. in jc.. still can fail one or 2 subs for ur exams.. as long as a lvls pass can le.. but now hor.. y uni so difficult? n cant even like fail a mod.. haha.. perhaps i m nt cut out for uni.. hai.. i m nt a smart person.. there's no way tt i can perform above avg.. being an avg is already a prob.. but oh well.. a step at a tym loh.. seeing how God leads.. haha.. hmm... even if i hv to face e consequences of performing below expectation, i believe God will still lead a way out. when i m at my wits ends, it's e beginning for God.. :)

tis is a horrible cycle.. is tis gng to b repeated for every sems? ah.. u like tt? hai.. y uni stuff so difficult? hmm.. huiting's fav phrase.. is e things to diffcult for me or m i too stupid? haha.. forgot e exact words le lah.. haha.. but oh well.. i m nt stupid. jus nt smart too. haha.. so avg mayb. haha..

hmm.. gng to catch a nap b4 studying for calculus again ltr.. argh.. pls dun fall sick now.. hai.. my roomie is blessed w wonderful friends.. her friend is so patient to summarise e stuff for her on e night right b4 exams.. till 3plus am leh.. so gd.. so patient.. i told her friend tt he shld b a teacher.. cos he can explain quite creatively, clearly n is V V patient! more patient than me.. haha..