hmm.. where shld i start writing from? haha.. for a record, i was nt online for 24hrs.. haha.. hmm.. like i overseas like tis.. haha.. well.. was out since 12 ytd.. for 2 tuition slots.. cut down one to 1.5hr.. haha.. had dinner at aunty's hse.. yay! got ngoi hiang.. jus when i was talking bout it in my previous post.. haha.. yay.. haha.. aunty make herself de loh.. haha.. e kids ar.. dunno how to appreciate.. they r always fed w gd food. till they dunno how to b thankful for it.. taking things for granted.. e ngoi hiang so nice.. yet e youngest one dun wan to eat.. i was like surprised lah. but oh well.. guess they get to eat it quite often as compared to me.. so mayb sian le?? but gd food where will sian.. somemore it's nt everyday eat leh.. everyday eat mayb sian lah.. but my aunty dun repeat wat she cooks so often as my mum.. :P haha.. cos she gt more varieties to cook mah.. e veg soup v nice too.. haha..

after e 2 tuition slots, went back to jc for movie marathon.. w dex, eug, jl n ht.. hmm.. jus found out tt some of e guys gt their license le.. haha.. i v slow.. haha.. eh.. turnout nt v gd.. haha.. shows r showing concurrently in lt 1 n 2.. n like e past, phone reception is poor in LT.. haha.. to send out a sms, i hv to try dunno how many times. haha.. hmm.. nt many ppl from my batch.. dun c much familar faces.. first movies were Love Actually and Letters from Iwo Jima.. was watching love actually.. but there were disturbing scenes.. n dunno wat's gng on.. so switched over to letters from iwo jima.. hmm.. it's bout war between america n japan.. so all e shooting, etc.. long movie.. 2hrs plus.. started round 9pm.. ended near 12mn.. hmm.. although cant c clearly who is who.. but oh well. jus shooting here n there.. committing sucide cos e island falling into e ends of america.. den fighting with honour for e country.. haha.. so our class guys come out n were asking.. so r u ready to go for war now?n saying how impt their unit is.. supplying logistics etc.. e show was in jap w eng subtitles.. srsly.. i dun understand y english shows mus use vulgar words.. i think my stand on movies r still a little controversial.. nt v comfortable w vulgar words n R scenes.. den it was some supper n e 2nd movie was e movie i wanted to watch.. P.S i love you. hmm.. it's from a bk.. i think genarally.. movies made from books r nt bad.. haha.. well.. story line goes tt a woman lost her husband when she turns 30 due to brain tumour.. how she is having a hard tym trying to cope w e loss.. n den started receiving letters from her late husband.. telling her to follow e instructions on e letter.. like gng out to party, gng for a hol.. etc.. e letters lasted for a yr.. n while doing those stuff mentioned in e letter, she's reminded of her late husband more.. n at a pt, she was angry.. cos these recallings r making it harder for her to get over e loss... it's really nice of e husband to plan all these during his last stage of life.. n oh well.. my class guys find it boring n a gal show.. -.- haha.. but i oso dunno wat shows i like.. well.. i guess nice shows loh.. haha.. like UP, wall-e, etc.. hmm.. meaningful one oso bah.. den e 3rd movie, we didnt watch.. haha.. we went on a 'night walk' around sch.. quite dark. haha.. jl was leading us for it.. haha.. well.. it's kind of a comfortable thing for us, councillors.. w 2 night walks in sch.. haha.. den we were at e open area at lvl 4.. look up n saw many stars!!! nice! haha.. cos seldom on mainland, u can look up to e sky n str away c many stars, w/o e need to stare v long.. haha.. den we proceed to grandstand.. sit down there.. facing e tracks.. where we sat after pe lessons n once till 8plus to chit chat.. den dex left early.. round 3plus.. he drove here.. -.- den we cont talking n den went to concourse area round 4plus.. e guys borrowed e game 'guess who' while i managed to catch a few mins slp.. i think quite short.. haha. den went in round 5am to watch Wall-E.. i watch b4 le.. but my friends wanna watch.. so watch w them loh.. it ended round 6plus.. den we didnt stay for e last movie.. so we went off. i accompanioned ht to wait for her bus at e bus stop.. while e guys head to lot 1 for breakfast.. den after which, i went home.. reached home round 6.40am.. den went to catch some slp. cos i supposed to meet my cell grp members at king albert park mac.. at 9.30am.. haha..

hmm.. i overslept.. haha.. cos i only set 2 alarms on my hp.. in my daze, i think i pressed e off button instead of snooze.. haha.. n ya.. after e 2nd movie, i walked out of e lt, unable to walk str.. lol.. haha.. i think hor.. though i m still young. can taunt.. but hor.. i think in a few yrs tym.. 5 or 10, cnt lo.. haha. n it's nt gd for health.. though i think uni has trained me well to stay up till 5plus a few times n feeling fresh at 5plus.. haha.. well.. 5 plus occurred like 3 times in e past 2 wks.. haha..

so i woke up at 9.20am..-.- when i m supposed to reach kap mac at 9.30am.. haha.. oh well.. i got ready soon n got out of hse round 9.30am.. haha.. den downstairs my block, i met tis old aunty.. den she ask me in hokkien how to go to blk 123.. den i had prob telling her e direction in hokkien.. haha.. so i told her in hokkien, nvm, i bring u there.. haha.. thruout we were conversing in hokkien.. she quite old.. 70, 80+ bah.. den she was asking me whether i rushing off to somewhere nt.. n saying she's gng for a haircut.. saying some tym didnt come.. forget how to go.. den say she had a fall.. so need to keep her hair short.. say cut here cheaper.. but hor.. i shld bring her by another way.. cos e way i bring her gt bout 6 steps of stairs.. den she gt trouble gng down e stairs.. even walking.. she's walking v slowly.. w e help of an umbrella as walking stick.. so i offered my hand lah.. hmm.. actually my palm.. haha.. i oso dunno to offer which part of my hand.. haha.. cos seldom get e chance to like help old ppl.. esp like aiding them in walking.. reason being.. hmm.. they didnt ask for my help.. hmm.. didnt c any tt really needs help.. n hmm.. need courage to approach them to offer to help. haha.. so she took my hand n held my hand tightly.. even after finishing e steps.. all e way to block 123.. haha.. i feel like a grand-daughter holding e hand of grand-ma.. i think i gt some stares from some passer-bys.. but dun care.. i was nt looking at them.. i was looking at my own pace.. cos i srsly need to follow her pace.. so nt used. haha.. so i had to take super tiny steps.. slowly.. yea.. really had prob communicating w her in hokkien.. i can understand wat she says.. but i cant converse well in hokkien. haha.. esp tis type of real life situation.. at home can randomly joke around lah.. haha.. my pronounciation can b wrong de.. haha.. n it may mean a different thing in e end.. haha.. so i m abit worried tt i pronounce wrongly.. den may offend ppl w e wrong meaning of e wrongly pronounced word.. haha.. my hokkien always get laughed at by my dad. haha.. when reached tt blk.. i asked her whether she noe e door no nt.. i had to repeat myself twice.. n i m so unsure tt i pronounced door no correctly.. den in e end, she ask house door no ar? i say ya.. she say she dunno.. she only noe e blk n e storey.. i told her gt 2 lifts.. (cos lift upgrading.. now every floor hv lift).. but she dunno.. so i brought her to e old lift loh.. e central lift.. i didnt follow her up.. cos i m quite late.. haha.. but i feel like i only helped her half way leh.. shld follow her till she found tt place.. hai.. den i rushed back to e bus stop.. it was like 9.50am den.. in e end, i reached e mac bout 1hr late.. haha.. i overshot e bus-stop.. thot after e bend, e bus stop will b near.. but it was further down.. shld hv alighted earlier.. well.. i nt v familar w tt place.. haha.. n i cant find e entrance.. -.- so i walked one big round.. had mac breakfast.. had breakfast fellowship loh.. actually suppose to plan for xmas party. but too few ppl turned up.. so shld b meeting on mon night for dinner to discuss again.. shld b at jp.. haha.. i dun mind.. i shld b gng from hall meeting.. so jp is near. haha.. den after breakfast, i left.. didnt join them for lunch.. so i got home round 12plus.. n slept e whole afternoon away.. haha.. i need my slp.. haha.. my voice is changing again.. haha.. cos of lack of slp.. ok.. tis is smth tt i realised when i dun get enough slp. haha.. i'll start to lose my voice a little. haha.. didnt go out in e evening. guess i need some tym to rest.. n for my own.. since nxt wk i m gng to b busy again.. -.- ok.. hard to 'book' me now.. sry.. to those who hv asked.. hmm.. i try lah..

i guess i'll teach one of my tutee tuition 3 times a wk. for 2 wks bah.. jus did out a rough budget spendings for dec n some part of jan n was surprised at e high expenses.. some of which i forgot to take into acc. but was reminded.. haha.. like e annual tv license n property tax tt i hv my share to pay.. :x haha.. n a sudden pop up issue.. tt i feel i shld contribute my part to help my mum.. though she jus rejected tt.. saying i hv my share to pay for e property tax n tv license.. haha.. well.. i still hv my ways of passing her money.. even if she reject.. :x.. haha.. it's a huge amt of money tt i need.. so ya.. guess if possible, i teach more tuition loh.. haha.. aiyo.. everyday go out.. tptation cost v high.. :x