haha.. now during e programming lect again.. haha.. no lect slides again.. cos tis tym he didnt upload.. haha.. feeling hungry.. haha.. though jus ate a crab on stick nugget from old chang kee.. haha.. oh.. it's break now.. haha.. so fast.. haha.. i only learnt one thing today.. nt bad.. at least gt one thing.. haha.. jus now pscyho lect is energy sapping again.. haha.. me n zhiying switched off at round e same slide.. haha.. i start writing notes again on my slide, den i turn to look at his.. his is empty.. haha.. tt means he switched off too.. haha. n he's next to me reading wat i m typing now.. haha.. ok.. as can be seen from e no of 'haha' in my post today.. my mood is slightly better le.. haha.. e hot shower jus day helped a bit.. haha.. n e sleep last night.. but i dun hv enough slp again! :( 3am.. wanted to sleep at 11.30pm.. end up chatting w friends.. n thanks for counting e no of 'haha' in my post ytd.. haha.. n for trying to cheer me up.. thanks 4 my roomy for coming back to e room at 3am ytd.. disturbing my slp.. haha..

ok.. here is some thots tt i wan to blog on.. scribbed it down tis morning so tt i can type it down now.. warning: it's kind of total switch of mood.. so u can skip it too.. haha..

In life, ppl tends to prioritise their relationships unknowingly. it's a silent decision made tt sometimes they themselves r unaware of it. To those relationships tt they give higher priority, they'll commit more, give more of themselves n naturally expect more. But with expectations also come disappointment n when u give more of urself, u will b hurt more n deeper. Human relationships r bound to disappoint. But does tis means tt we shld stop giving so much of ourselves into relationships n trying to sustain relationships? no, cos if we dun even try, e relationship will nt last at all n will b bound to fail. at least if u tried, e relationship may cont though disappointments cnt b avoided. not all in e relationship may think e same way as u or b as committed to it as u, afterall, tis relationship may nt b their top priority. but wat can we do? we can only play our small part in keeping e relationship tt we value n hope tt others will value tis relationship n help in sustaining it too.

well.. some ppl give family top priority, others friendships, others bgr.. for me, i oso prioritise my relationships w some ppl.. but i guess there needs to b some balancing.. as in cnt sacrifice other relationships.. ya.. i'll still b doing my part.. cos i really value e friendships.. enough of hi bye friends.. i wan friendships tt last.. n true friends r hard to come by..

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