Tuesday, October 20, 2009
hmm.. final exam r less than a mth away.. really no tym le.. first paper.. 19 nov..
m snacking on koko krunch now.. find myself abit childish.. but who cares.. haha.. who say koko krunch, honey stars, etc r only 4 kids? haha.. i start to wonder whether i can b childish nt.. haha.. i hv reached a age tt i hv to b responsible 4 myself.. my words n actions.. no more excuses like.. aiya.. she's still a kid.. still childish.. let it go la.. dun hold it against her.. nope.. tt doesnt happen anymore..
given a choice, which will i choose? being childish or mature? if u choose to b childish n seen as 1, ppl will nt pay much attention to u n wat u say.. somewat u will b ignored n hv no say.. n ppl wun place high hopes on u.. but does tt mean tt ppl will b more forgiving when u err? mayb..
if u choose to b mature, somewat u hv to 'uphold' tt image. n ppl may b more critical when u err.. can u still let ur hairs down? i dunno..
hmm.. so how? haha.. a mature person may hv a childish side too.. haha..can we jus b ourselves? b childish at tyms but mature when need to b? can we jus once in a blue moon throw a 'tantrum' like a child? behave like one? w/o much worries n cares.. nt caring bout how others may look or judge at us?? hard.. e world is judgemental.. n ppl dun hv much patience w an adult kid.. hai..
dunno wat i m typing.. haha.. a bit gng rouund in circles.. no conclusion.. hai..
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