on my way out of sch today, quite funny.. haha.. cos during peak hrs, there's 179 n 179A.. 179A wun stop outside NTU.. as in pioneer station all these.. it will jus drive past n stop only at boon lay interchange.. somewat express bus.. haha.. i like tt.. haha.. but sometimes students forgot which they board..cos many buses will come at e same tym.. so when reaching pioneer station, students will press e bell.. n realised tt e bus dun stop.. n come to realise tt they board 179A... haha.. today, wat's funny is nt tis.. haha.. my friends n i took e last 179A.. tt means infront of us gt a few bus.. 179 n 179A.. den reaching pioneer station, only 2 lanes.. so quite crowded, den e bus infront of us, 179A was turning in to e bus stop, blocking our road, cos no space to turn.. den i was like 'isnt tt a 179A, y is it stopping here?'... but cos sometimes e bus no at e back is different from e front.. so i wait till our bus pass by e bus n i saw tt it's really 179A.. den i was like discussing w my friends y did it stop there? n my friends say, mayb e driver oso confused/forgot which service he driving.. den ppl press, he stop loh.. dunno.. haha.. den reach e traffic light near e bus stop, our bus n another 179 (which was actually at e bus stop infront of e 179A) stopped next to each other.. den e drivers open e window n door n communicate across.. dunno wat they shouting oso.. haha.. but they were signalling n talking bout y e driver of e other 179A stop there.. haha.. so funny... haha..

went to lot 1 w ht to buy presents.. i intend to buy my correction tape, some shorts, some shirts, etc.. but manage to get none.. haha.. met 2 ppl at lot 1.. hmm.. felt weird talking to them.. hv mixed feelings.. some which i dun like... hmm.. after buying e presents, waited for my friend to board e bus, den i walk home.. decided to walk home to save money.. haha.. oso cos long tym didnt walk there le.. haha.. n i need tym to think bout some things which surfaced again due to tt 'meeting'...

those who noes pretend they dun.. n when we meet up, there seems to b an invisible barrier.. things r nt e same.. n wun b e same.. i jus hv to face it.. sometimes there seems to be pretentious or mayb i think too much.. e topic is avoided.. mayb tis is e best way... so tt we wun feel awkward? or bring up issues tt we shld jus leave it? i dunno.. n tt thing still matter.. to ppl around me.. to my parents too.. but i thot i knew it since some tym back? hai..

w regards to tt incident, i did nt do anything wrong.. i can ans to God.. so i dun need to feel like i m in e wrong or wat... i can hold my head high.. ah.. but y do i feel weird.. hai.. walk in e light.. wen xin wu kui.. my life is answerable to God... as long as i can ans God, knowing tt i hv nth to hide, jiu can le.. hai...

my bag was quite heavy.. shoulder pain.. haha.. reached home.. parents were 'complaining' to me how 'powerful' my ah kong's cigarettes r.. ah.. he coming back le.. i need more fresh air.. can i store fresh air somewhere??? ah.. my nose.. my health.. my breathing..

'chemical warfare' have started.........

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